Exhausted is another feeling I have these days. I lived in this country for past 11 years and I’m tired because of it. I wish I could go away without having to think about transition problems.
Gender transition is the only reason I am still here. But I am not sure that this is good enough reason to stay. The more I think about it the more I am inclined to move away even if I have to organize my life differently.
If I leave in the middle of transition I might have to travel back to my present location every month or two. That’s not something I have problem with. In fact I am OK with it because I like to travel when I have a reason.
The other solution might be to switch between the systems. This may be a hustle because every country in European union has its own guidelines how gender transition works. Some countries don’t even have a framework for transgender people which means no treatment for people like me.
I don’t know where I am going to be in next couple of months but one thing I know for sure: I don’t want to live in Czech republic anymore. I almost got out once and I know I can do it again.